"This is so not how I'd planned on doing this. I had you all cosy and relaxed on the couch, and there was wine, and I was going to figure out a way to..." Her voice shook, and she closed her eyes to take a few deep breaths; she wasn't going to throw up again, damn it.
"This scares me, but I don't think waiting is going to make it any less scary, and as much as I feel like I'm in the dark with this I know I'm in the dark with you, and I have faith in you. In us." She was going to run out of air if she didn't take a breath soon. JJ reached into her cardigan pocket and took out the jewelry box she'd taken out of her bedside drawer when she'd gotten home earlier. "I'm botching this up. What I'm trying to say is that I want to spend my life with you."
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Date: 2012-02-04 04:56 am (UTC)"This scares me, but I don't think waiting is going to make it any less scary, and as much as I feel like I'm in the dark with this I know I'm in the dark with you, and I have faith in you. In us." She was going to run out of air if she didn't take a breath soon. JJ reached into her cardigan pocket and took out the jewelry box she'd taken out of her bedside drawer when she'd gotten home earlier. "I'm botching this up. What I'm trying to say is that I want to spend my life with you."